i don't believe in god

my brother had the news on a couple nights ago, and they were airing an update about a girl who'd gone missing a couple of towns over. the sheriff or something was speaking to a crowd.

"she'd been in the arms of god for some time when we found her"

when he said that, his memory of the scene appeared in my head. i couldn't see god in anything there. it was.. gruesome. i threw up on the couch. my brother ran off to his room for the rest of the night. cleaning vomit off of fake leather is really annoying.